Most nights i sneak into the kids rooms and just watch them sleep for a few minutes. Watching them like this helps me remember how innocent and sweet they really are. They make me forget that in the daytime when they are awake and being naughty.
Being a mom is by far the hardest thing i've ever done. It's hard to know when to discipline, when i'm being to hard on them, when to love them, when to ground them, how to make them learn, how to raise them to be good people, how to teach them to choose the right. It's a task i will never perfect, but hopefully i can be the best mom i can be for them. They deserve that. Life is not easy and unfortunately they will fall. They will have to make choices, alot of which i'm sure i will disagree with. I hope i can always be there for them to help them back up. I love my kids more than anything in this world and i'm so lucky to have a husband who shares the same desires as i do. We will make it!
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