I couldn't help but think last night, this is how life would be if we had stopped at 2. We went to see Avengers, me, dad, koy and jerzi. It was fun! It was easy. It was simple... but it was not "OUR FAMILY"
We really didn't know if we'd have more kids after Jerzi. We felt 4 was our number. We both felt that way for a while. After much prayer we decided to have another, and we got Libbi. As you can imagine, that turned our world right upside down! 2 years later came Drew, unexpected. We were shocked. My biggest fear about having this baby Drew was 'what am i going to do with him when Libbi has surgery' I've been living the last 3 years of my life anticipating this surgery. June 5 it will come and go. I'm anxious to move past it. Drew will be just fine without me. It tears my heart apart thinking of leaving him for so long, each day for hours and hours. But Libbi needs me, and Drew knows that. He knew that when he came to this earth. Drew will be fine. Koy and Jerzi will be fine. Our family life would be different without Libbi and Drew. But it would not be right.
Fun night out with the kids!
How can you resist these 2?! They complete our family.
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